Alone
People always say that it’s unhealthy to keep emotions bottled up inside of you. But who do they really expect you to share your feelings with? Nobody cares enough about you to listen, and the people who cause the problems within you don’t believe that they’ve done anything wrong. So can somebody please enlighten me on who you are supposed to share your emotions with other than yourself? When you’re alone in the world, truly alone in the world there’s nobody to turn to. You’re forced to live a life full of sadness, anger, and diminished hope. The only expectations that you set for the world is to be let down, but is it a let down if you expected it? Those are the only head games you play with yourself concerning the issue. What good does it do to dwell on the positive if all that there really is in your life is negatives? Life’s not fair. The most qualified do not excel, they loose to popularity. And what do diaries do for you; your thoughts have no moved from inside your soul to a blank sheet of paper, that’s supposed to be comforting? Most of us spend our whole lives waiting for something good to happen in the future. But the truth is, you will always be judged. You’ll be judged for either being too young or too old your whole life. In middle school you’ll wish you were in high school, once in high school you’ll wish you were in college, once in college you’ll wish you were an adult, and once out in the “real world” you’ll wish you were back in the naïve atmosphere of middle school. The cycle never ends, you are never truly who you want yourself to be. People need to stop judging each other. You will never know what someone has gone through or is going through in their life. Faces lie, never forget that. Their laughter may be convincing you they’re happy but at the same time their eyes may be screaming for help. Never declare that someone has had it easier than you, most likely they have not. One person’s nightmare is another persons dream. A person may be all alone in the world, but you could help to make it a little easier on them. Go out of your way for others rather than going out of your way to do nothing for anybody else. The only way you get what you deserve is through Karma. Your decisions will come back to haunt you. So be aware of your surroundings, help others even if it’s you that needs the help. Just remember that some can express themselves to the world and others cannot. Just something to think about.
-L.A.C.
